what should i do?

Posts : 1 Join date : 2009-04-20

Good Day!

I have been experiencing this kind of problem. I have been depressed for a long time now. It happen this summer vacation. My boyfriend enrolled for a vocational course. It will take for about one and a half months. Actually I already planned to take summer classes but I refused because I think summer is the best way to bond with my boyfriend. Now, I can’t understand why he needs to take class when its summer vacation already and this is the only time for us? It’s been one week that he never text or chat with me. He said that his purpose is to have more knowledge and to have a job for our future (because he said that the school he enrolled will find job for them so that they don’t need to find job for themselves). I talked with his brother once in a while in yahoo messenger to ask if my boyfriend (his brother) is fine and what he is doing. There are so many issues and problems I want to say and discussed but to make the long story short, the bottom line of my problem is I really missed him so much and it’s going me crazy. I can’t help but cry and cry the whole day. I want to keep myself busy but there’s no opportunity. I don’t have someone to talk to with my problem except for my girl textmate. Sometimes she has no load so she can’t reply with my messages. I’m always alone in my room and want to spend my whole day in sleeping to forget my problem. Can you give me some advice to ease my loneliness and pain? I am badly hurt. I really miss my boyfriend.